Month: February 2022

All my life, there is ongoing confusion with everyone I meet on how to pronounce my last name: ‘Lewczyk’. The name is Polish, and different languages have different ways to pronounce letters – plus some languages even have different letters that other languages don’t have. Also, when your name is from another country, you need to find a sensible balance in the local language between: having your name be pronounced correctly vs having it be pronounceable (consistently).

I was born in the Buffalo NY area, where there is a sizable percentage of people of Polish descent – so the likelihood of someone pronouncing my last name correctly around Buffalo is higher than where I live now (California). In Buffalo (and other east US cities) there are even streets with Polish names.

I remember only one time in my life that someone new pronounced my last name correctly. It was a teacher in school who was (I believe) married to someone with a Polish last name similar to mine – so the teacher knew how to pronounce my name.

Because of Polish pronunciation, my last name is tricky for two reasons:

• the ‘cz’ is said like a hard ‘ch’ – essentially like a ‘tch’
• the ‘w’ is said like a soft ‘v’ – essentially like an ‘f’ when next to a consonant

So the correct name pronunciation is ‘Lef-chick’. I sometimes write it phonetically as ‘Left-chick’ since this combines two common English words, and gets the ‘cz’ said more correctly as ‘tch’.

Most people can understand that the ‘cz’ is said like a ‘ch’. This is true in many surnames, and even the country Czechoslovakia (or the Czech Republic) have this ‘ch’ pronunciation.

The bigger challenge comes with the ‘w’. In English, ‘ew’ has a definite pronunciation – like ‘oo’. So many people look at my name and want to say ‘Loo-chick’ (or ‘Loo-check’). Beyond that, what’s even more interesting is – even within my family, there is disagreement on how to pronounce the’w’…

The disagreement within my family stems from my Dad saying that the ‘w’ is pronounced like a ‘v’. This is true when the ‘w’ is surrounded by vowels, but when it is next to a consonant, the letter softens to (almost) and ‘f’. How do I know this? Three reasons, which I’ll provide below:

• Polish Professor – The first reason I know the ‘w’ is said like an ‘f’ is because I took a Polish class in college. (I’m the only one of my siblings that took a Polish class.) The professor teaching Polish said that the ‘w’ softens to (almost) an ‘f’ when next to a consonant. (Further, with the ‘cz’ being said like a ‘hard ch’ – it is awkward to say ‘v’ then ‘tch’ one after another.)
• My Dad – The second reason I know the ‘w’ is said like an ‘f’ is because… I asked my dad! This was a funny exchange between him and me, because I found myself years ago telling my dad how I had learned in school that the ‘v’ is said very soft – like an ‘f’ when next to a consonant. He disagreed, and said “No, it is said like a ‘v’ – as in ‘Lefchick'” When he heard the pronunciation that came out of his mouth, he had a very surprised look on his face – because it absolutely came out as an ‘f’. 🙂
• Multiple 3rd Parties – Here’s an example of a Polish person who agrees: link.

So for these reasons – my Polish professor, my dad’s pronunciation, and random googled 3rd parties – I’m certain that the w in my last name (the ‘v’) is said essentially like an ‘f’. What’s interesting is that my siblings all say our name with a hard ‘v’ sound (‘Levv-chick’) which doesn’t roll off the tongue that well. (And can also lead to some odd pronunciations – like my wife’s sister’s family who call us the ‘Love-chucks’.)

Whatever. It is too late to change my siblings’ minds on pronunciation – even if I point them to this post. 🙁

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It was interesting walking into my Polish class in college for the first time. I entered the room, and looked around – and the students were all in a similar situation as me: non-Polish-speakers of Polish descent. Everyone looked Polish (pale, tall face, big forehead, wide-set eyes), and it was like walking into a family reunion. Shocking, but I guess not surprising.

Other note: the title of this post is a line from a play that my siblings and I wrote and (audio) recorded when young.

from Storyworth

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I’ll give this as a two-part answer – with the first part being part-time jobs during school, and the second part being my first full-time job.

PART 1 – During School
I didn’t work in high school – in part, because I changed cities/states mid high school – so I never got any jobs in motion. In college, I mainly worked for my dad during the summers (I had one summer where I wrote software for an actuary). I did not work during the school year when in college.

Getting a summer job with my dad was easy – he hired me. I was a fully-grown man, and was able to do a manual labor job at the FMC Corporation chemical distribution center that he ran. I wrote in another posting how I needed to double my calorie intake for those summers because of how physically demanding the job was – and how, when I worked for the actuary, I got (relatively) fat – because I naturally ate more, but burned fewer calories. Also, when I worked for my dad, part of my job was sweeping up the floor at the end of the day – so I joke to my wife that I used to be (in part) a ‘professional sweeper’.

PART 2 – Post School
Getting a job out of college should be easy, but for me it wasn’t. There were a couple of factors: 1) it was pre-internet, so it wasn’t as easy then to find suitable open positions, and 2) I screwed up a bit in college: I took huge class loads, but failed to take all the classes needed to graduate – so I needed to go an additional semester – to take one additional class. (Overall in college, I ended up taking the equivalent of 6 years of classes in 4 1/2 years – sometimes needing dean approval for large class loads. Plus I took extracurricular classes like Ameslan and Esperanto.) Graduating mid-year got me out of sync with any on-campus recruiting, and with company hiring cycles.

So after college graduation, I ended coming home to live with my parents in the Chicago suburbs for a couple of months, and applied for scores of jobs from there (with some help from my mom). I still have the written notebook tracking all the jobs that I applied for. It’s interesting that the resume I used to apply for jobs had a photo of me in the corner (since it was pre-internet, I mailed in my applications). I don’t know how common a photo on a resume was at the time, but I still have copies of that resume, with moppy-haired Tom in the corner.

I applied for a job with FMC Corporation in Minneapolis MN, but ended up with an interview with FMC in San Jose CA. (It’s amazing for me to think that I could have started my career working in Minnesota.) FMC flew me to San Jose, interviewed me, and subsequently made me a job offer. (Remember, I had already worked for FMC when I worked for my dad.) At the time, Ronald Reagan was president, and defense spending was a priority. FMC in San Jose was a defense contractor that built ‘armored personnel carriers’ – sort of scaled-down tanks.

I hired in along with a dozen other engineers – and we worked hard, and played hard. We all socialized together, and had a great time. FMC moved me out to California, with all my belongings, including my ten-year-old Ford Mustang II – a slightly sporty car.

When I hired in (mid 1980s) software technology was just getting going. One of our early tasks was to replace a bunch of analog electronic circuity with a microprocessor running software. I had to learn a new (DoD-approved) software language, but we made it happen. I worked at FMC for four years, then moved on to work for an airline. Part of my motivation for leaving FMC was that I eventually felt guilty contributing to the ‘war effort’ – that killed people 😒

So in summary: I worked for my dad most summers in college (plus one summer for an actuary), but my first real job was for a defense contractor in San Jose, which I landed a few months after (late) college graduation.

from Storyworth

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We had lots of toys as children. All the toys my siblings had were passed down and shared – so, by the time I showed up (5th of 6 kids), there were already lots of toys to play with.

But what is a ‘toy’? We played a lot of board games together: Monopoly, Risk, Probe, Clue, etc. Are these toys? If so, Risk was probably my favorite. Risk is a long, strategic game with heartbreaking and significant results. I’m sure I lost most of the time, but the process and interaction with my family was fun. Also, even though Risk has a simplified world map, it does give you basic geographical/cartographical knowledge. My older brother Rick used to beat me in chess all the time, enough that I didn’t really get interested in playing chess regularly – though I was on the chess team in junior high or high school.

We also played card games frequently – are cards a ‘toy’? We played rummy games (like canasta), poker games (lots of variants), and other card games (like spades, oh pshaw). At one point, each kid had a container of M&Ms in the freezer that were their ‘poker chips’. We would pull them out, gamble with them, sometimes eat some of them, then put them back in the freezer for next time. All these card games were fun. At some point, I should try to remember all the simplified poker games we played, like red dog. My parents used to go to a (monthly?) bridge night – a social event with friends.

One thing worth mentioning about these indoor games is the room and table at which we play them. The house I grew up in was originally a 3 bedroom, 1 bathroom house, with a garage in the back. The owners before us converted the garage into living space (tiled the floor, added a bathroom and closet) and built a large connecting room between the house and the garage that we called the ‘breezeway’. The breezeway was a big room, with a door at each end with louvered windows. We used it as our family room, and it was where we played table games. The table we used was a converted telephone cable spool. My mom converted it. She cut down the bottom circular end so that we could get chairs closer, and she added paneling to the top. It worked well.

Back to ‘toys’ – how about sports equipment, are they toys? We had a basketball hoop, darts, a pool table, pingpong table, rubber horseshoes, plus our backyard was big enough for things like wiffle ball. We played with these each other, but when your siblings are older than you, they are going to be better at games requiring strength – like basketball, wiffle ball, etc. I got pretty good at pingpong – enough to be a practice partner for our school pingpong (doubles) champion in college. Some of the outdoor items we played with – jarts, darts, even archery – were fairly dangerous. I remember some close encounters that some of my siblings had – that could easily have been injuries.

One other story about sports equipment – we were playing pingpong one day in the back driveway (with the stakes for rubber horseshoes embedded into drilled holes in the driveway) and I hit one my toes on a horseshoe stake. I badly hurt that toe – probably broke it. I remember crying and running/limping around the yard. My mom just taped my hurt toe to my other toes (maybe with a stick, too?). We didn’t go to the doctor. Her logic was that – what she did was all a doctor would do. My toe is crooked to this day, though it hasn’t slowed down my running, etc.

Final ‘maybe toy’ mention: we were very early in the rollout of video games. There weren’t home computers when I was young, or cellphones – but in the early 1970s Magnavox started selling a video game console called Odyssey. It was the first video game console and, for some reason, we bought one. It cost $100 dollars (which equals about $700 in today’s dollars). Not sure why we got it, we were not rich. I remember driving to the state capital, Charleston, to purchase it. The funny thing about it was – it was mostly just two controllers that could move a dot, or paddles, around on a blank screen. So you could play video pingpong, for example. There were no video graphics. When you wanted to play a different game, you would grab a new plastic sheet with a different picture from the box and tape it to the screen of the TV. For example, there was a haunted house game where you would travel from window to window (to collect points?) and you pretty much just moved a dot around behind a see-through, taped-on haunted house illustration. Crazy.

If all of the above are not toys, then I would say that my favorite toy as a child was Legos. I’m sort of a natural engineer, and having easily-connectable blocks to create things is great. I like the challenge of envisioning and building something out of standard rectangular legos – to the point that, when we buy legos today as a gift for kids, I want to buy basic lego sets – and not some pre-designed lego kit based on a movie or TV show that should only be assembled one way.

We always had a lot of legos (and tinker toys – another building kit). One of the things we did with legos was create tracks – essentially ‘roads’ where we would hang one end off of a table or shelf, and have the other end on the ground, and make sleds to slide down them. Thinking about legos makes me want to pull some out and play with them.

At the end of the day, I played with a lot of things – many of which might be considered toys. (Did I mentioned art above? We also did a lot of art when I was young. Are crayons and play-doh considered ‘toys’?) But probably my favorite indisputable toys were building kit toys – like Legos.

from Storyworth

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I never knew either of my grandfathers. They both died in their 60s – when I was a very young. I believe one may have died even before I was born. (Which might suggest bad genes, but my dad lived until 94 and my mom is still alive at 90.) Being Polish, we called our grandpas ‘Jaja’.

I did know my grandmothers. They both lived in the Buffalo NY area – from which we moved away when I was a baby – so I didn’t see them that often aa a child. Again, as Polish, we called our grandmas ‘Busia’ (‘boo-sha’).

Each summer, we would do an annual trip from West Virginia to Buffalo – where all the kids would be packed into a station wagon, and we’d drive for 8-10 hours along pre-interstate roads to spend a week or two in Buffalo. So I got to see my grandmothers (plus aunts, uncles, and cousins) once a year. Eventually, interstates were built – so the later trips were quicker. Since the station wagon was full of children – including some without seat belts lounging about in the back (perfectly legal, different times), we packed most of our luggage onto the roof of the car. I remember one trip, some of the stuff strapped to the roof of the car came loose – and I can still remember my mom jogging away down the shoulder of the highway gathering fallen items.

My dad’s mom died when I was maybe ten years old. I remember hearing the news, and crying in my bedroom – I believe I was the only one of my siblings who cried. I think I was old enough to appreciate the loss, and young enough not to be able to control my emotions. (Or maybe I was just a crybaby.) I assume she died from complications from diabetes. She had previously had the lower half of one leg removed from a circulatory diabetes issue. It was interesting (and slightly scary) to see her for a few visits missing her leg below the knee. She was a nice woman, and I have nothing but good memories of her.

My mom’s mom (other Busia) was also nice, and we would sometimes stay at her house when we visited Buffalo. Most times we would stay at my aunt’s (my mom’s sister). Busia’s house was vey old school. For example, I remember she had a clothes ringer next to (instead of?) a clothes dryer. A clothes ringer is a crank-driven squeezing device that you feed wet clothes into, and it removes most of the water. Then I guess you hang them out to dry on the clothes line. She may not have had a powered clothes washer, and may have cleaned clothes in a tub by hand. Busia’s freezer was one of those chest-shaped ones – wide and low to the ground, where you open the top to access.

It’s interesting that Buffalo had very different weather form West Virginia. West Virginia was pretty mild – occasional snow which melted quickly, and warm summers that were not too hot. Occasional rain all year round. Buffalo summers were fine, but Buffalo winters could get nasty. One winter, they had to haul snow out with train cars because it had snowed so deep, and the temperature didn’t rise to melt the snow – so they decided to reduce the amount of snow on the ground by hauling it away – I guess to make it easier to get the roads drivable. Another (sad) Buffalo snow story is: my mom’s youngest brother Uncle Matty died running into a snow plow when he was driving. I don’t know whether he had been drinking (possibly), and my memory includes him getting (almost?) beheaded – but this may have been speculation by my siblings. Uncle Matty used to live on a farm with horses, and one visit he occupied us kids by asking us to collect and kill flies (there were a lot on the farm). He offered us a penny for each fly we killed. The downside he didn’t think through was that he had to count them all when we delivered hundreds of flies to him. It was kind of funny. I learned on the visit how to catch flies by hand, and kill them by throwing them at the ground.

Busia (my mom’s mom) eventually came to live with us in West Virginia. She must have done so when it became difficult for her to live alone. Thinking about it now, it’s surprising that she came to live with us. The reasons why it didn’t make sense were: 1) we were about 450 miles away and Busia had other children much closer, and 2) we were a family of eight in a small house. But I’m guessing that it fell to her two daughters to take care of her, and my mom must have ‘lost the coin flip’ with her sister. Also, by the time Busia came to live with us, some of my older siblings had already flown the coup – so we had enough room. Busia must have driven back home with us from one of our Buffalo trips.

Busia must not have lived with us that long – we moved away from West Virginia when I was 16 – but our house worked well for her. We lived on a low-traffic street with an alley behind, so it was easy to take walks. I remember Busia collecting fallen apples from the tree next door, and making apple pies. Busia was very religious, and we were a block away from the church (where the kids all went to elementary school) – so it was easy to wander over there and go to mass.

When you live with a grown child, there is always some disagreement/conflict – and my mom can be pretty challenging sometimes. My oldest brother’s wife, who is also very religious, was part of a prayer group at church where they prayed for people in need. They used to pray for Busia, whose daughter ‘treated her badly’. This was before my sister-in-law married my brother, and knew the connection. Kind of funny, because I’m assuming (hoping) that the ‘abuse’ wasn’t that true. It’s possible that Busia had a similar personality to my mom, and there was unpleasantness in both directions.

One religious Polish tradition that Busia followed was getting the food blessed at Easter. She would show at church with a basket of food ingredients, and get the priest to bless them. To the priest, it was probably interesting and unexpected. One overlay that just occurred to me now, is – our priests were mostly of German heritage, and the Germans and Polish have a bad history – which my grandmother lived through. I wonder if this was an issue for her.

I don’t exactly remember when Busia died, but I assume it was before we moved to Chicago – or maybe we dropped her at my aunt’s when we moved? My parents never made a big fuss about the deaths of relatives – I don’t remember going to any funerals. Even recently when my dad died, my mom didn’t have a ceremony 🙁

So in summary: I don’t remember my grandfathers; I do remember my grandmothers, especially the one that lived with us. My Busia’s were very nice, and it would have been good to live closer to them when growing up, and see my relatives more often.

from Storyworth

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I met my wife Ann through mutual friends, but the actual events leading up to our relationship are interesting and humorous. We had a mutual connection through Phil Jachowski who went to the same college as Ann, and dated one of her friends. Phil worked at the same company as I, and we did social things together.

One of those was a camping trip that Ann didn’t go on – I think her female friends purposefully didn’t invite her to have better odds of connecting with the guys. I was there. We partied the whole weekend, including smoking weed – which I brought. Back then, acquiring marijuana was complicated and illegal. I remember meeting our ‘supplier’ in various store parking lots to do the ‘deals’.

After the trip, Ann heard about how fun I was (including being able to get pot) and wanted to meet me. She was part of a large happy hour get-together at the 94th Aero Squadron – a bar and restaurant at the San Jose Airport with an aviation theme – including being able to listen at the tables to the air traffic controller communications. Much of the core of our social group was me and my coworkers: a dozen engineers fresh out of school that the company moved to California. Phil, being local, brought his local friends.

I was already seated with the gang when Ann arrived at happy hour, so she ended up sitting at the opposite end of the group. Ann was wearing a drapy dress that, to me, looked like a maternity dress. I thought she might be pregnant. This was the same year that Ann’s mom had died, and she was fresh from a trip to Mexico. I don’t think we interacted (much) during that happy hour, and Ann ended up dating one of my coworkers, Dan, for a month or two. Dan had a girlfriend back home in the midwest, and wasn’t interested in a serious relationship with Ann. Ann and I saw each other often during that time at mutual social gatherings, including at my townhouse in Campbell, CA.

It was at one of those gatherings at my townhouse that Ann made it obvious that she was interested in me. I don’t know whether she had an ongoing interest in me while she was dating Dan, or whether she just concluded that the relationship with Dan wasn’t going anywhere, but she eventually made her move. Guys can be dumb, and I’m probably dumber than most when it comes to women, so she may have tried to give me hints previously that she liked me – I don’t know. I do know that, when she nudged me over to share a chair with me at the table (we were playing cards, or doing card tricks, or something) then I finally realized that she liked me.

From then on, our relationship built – and it didn’t take long for us to conclude that this was a long-term thing, and that we should consider marriage. Within a year of when we first met, we were driving to or from somewhere – Ann’s dad’s or my brother’s – and I asked her hypothetically whether she’d be interested in getting married – and she said yes. We didn’t formalize it for several months, but we considered ourselves more or less committed at that point.

Ann’s dad was very old school, so we didn’t live together before marriage (not officially). We did do a trip to San Diego before marriage along with a bunch of other people, and slept on the living room floor with them – and Ann’s dad gave her a hard time about overnighting with a guy she wasn’t married to. We eventually got formally engaged, married, and had children. Her dad was civil to me, but I was not his favorite son-in-law.

So that is the story of how I met my wife, and how our relationship began. Ann is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

from Storyworth

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Personality-wise, I think I am more like my father. He was a relatively quiet, level-headed man. Easy to interact with. He was also fairly handy — he had a workshop with tools and hardware, and was able to take care of small repairs — though my mom also was handy. Both my parents were smart. These are all characteristics that I have.

My mom was quite creative. She had a great voice, and sang all the time. She used to be a singer in a band — I think formed by (or containing) some of her brothers. It’s interesting that I learned the words to many songs that were popular long before my time because my mother sang them during my childhood. I once found myself at a social event where the songs performed were those older songs — and the only people (besides the singers) who knew the words were an old grandpa and me. My mom also drew and painted quite well, and helped her children spend time creating art. I have these creative aspects that my mom has: strong interests in music and art.

Appearance wise, I do look like my dad. We were of similar height and weight. There’s a phone app that ‘ages’ a photo of you — and the result when I did this to a photo of me could have been a photo of my dad.

So in summary, I believe that I have characteristics of both my mom and dad. From my dad: appearance and personality; from my mom: creativity; and from both: intelligence.

from Storyworth

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My dad worked hard to earn money to support his family. For one period of time, he worked swing shifts – and so wasn’t around in the evenings. He eventually moved into management and had better hours.

My dad was the father of six children, so the free time he had was spread across all those children. Having a lot of children limits the degree to which you can invest time in each child. For example, I never played school or league sports – I’m assuming it was because carting six kids to six different sporting events each week was too much for my parents. I did play recreational sports with my siblings, and also with friends.

My dad was a nice guy but, as I mentioned above, his time with me was limited. My oldest sibling is nine years older than me, and we’re all on average two years apart – so I was supervised/guided/raised by my older siblings as much as by my parents.

My dad did teach us to fish. We would go to a local recreational club that he had access to because of work. I took swimming lessons there, and learned to fish. My dad also taught us cards. He was a very skilled card player, and was good at most table games. It was funny because, when my mom would leave the room (to go to the bathroom, or something) my dad would ‘stack the deck’. He would choose the cards in my mom’s hand – it would alway be something quite good to get her excited. But he would also choose his own cards, which would be better — and he would beat her. It was quite funny, because my mom couldn’t say ‘my cards are really good, is this real?’ – but she would always lose.

I did have a good connection with my dad because, when we moved to the Chicago area, I worked a few summers at the chemical distribution center that he ran. As such, I commuted with him, and even interacted with him some when on site.

It was interesting that, the first week of each of those summers, I would be exhausted – pretty much sleeping whenever I wasn’t working. This was because my job at my dad’s distribution center was manual labor – stacking 100 pound bags and rolling 500 pound drums. I’m not naturally that strong of a guy, so it took some time each summer to build muscle to do the job. I would pretty much double my calorie intake.

I eventually transitioned my summer job to writing software for an actuarial firm – which I did for one summer. That summer was when I weighed the most in my entire life – because I bumped my calorie intake out of habit, but wasn’t burning that many calories at my desk job.

At the end of the day, my dad was a good dad. He worked hard to keep us fed, and did spend time with us when he could.

I’ve created a new category for this, since it’s essentially an essay. I wrote this in college (I can tell by my reference to Dungeons and Dragons). Pencil on notebook paper. There were multiple misspellings — ‘categories’ (beginning with ‘ch’) and ‘sentient’ (misspelled as ‘sentinent’ multiple times) 🙁 I will always be grateful for modern computer-based spell check.

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I remember one Star Trek episode titled ‘City on the Edge of Forever’ in which William Shatner’s character Captain Kirk had a memorable but brief exchange of words with an entity known as the Guardian. “What are you,” Kirk had asked, “being or machine?”

“I am both,” the Guardian had replied, “and neither.”

At the time that I first saw this show, I merely accepted the Guardian’s reply as being cryptic, and what I would then have termed as ‘cool’ – meaning that it demonstrated an undeniable and enviable class.

Perhaps because of that episode. I began to notice over the years that the ‘both and neither’ explanation had become a sort of science fiction cliche – Are you alive or dead? I  am both, and neither. – I have even used it at times when I DM for D&D.

Recently though, I’ve begun to wonder at the logistics of the statement. Can something truly be said to belong to two exclusive categories, and also be said to belong to neither of them? I think the key to this question is the word ‘exclusive’.

In the case of the Guardian’s conversation with Captain Kirk, the implication is that the categories ‘being’ and ‘machine’ are not mutually exclusive. If it is possible for a machine to be so complicated as to also be considered a ‘being’, then the Guardian’s statement is true in sentiment, but perhaps not in wording. (Incidentally, when I speak of a ‘being’, I mean an intelligent, free-willed type of being and not simply something that exists.)

When the Guardian says it is both a ‘being’ and a ‘machine’, it is using both terms in the broadest sense. Yes, it says, I am a construct of inanimate parts (a machine) and, yes, I am also sentient. When it says it is neither a ‘being’ nor a ‘machine’, it is using them in a sort of exclusive sense. It reasons: I am undeniably a construct, so by the strictest definition of a ‘being’, I am not one. I am undeniably ‘sentient’, so by the strictest definition of a ‘machine’, I am not one.

The accuracy of the statement lies in the ambiguity of the terms ‘being’ and ‘machine’.

An analogous situation would be if someone were to ask me if a bacterium were a plant or an animal. “It is both,” I could respond, “and neither.” It is thought today that bacteria have characteristics of both plants and animals – meaning that they could be thought of as degenerate cases of either category. However, there are certain traditional characteristics an organism must have to be considered a plant or an animal, and bacteria lack some of these. Again, the ambiguity of the terms allow the seemingly contradictory response.

(As an aside — I studied Spanish in high school, and was slightly annoyed by the fact that there are two different verbs for ‘to be.’ One is a sort of permanent ‘to be’ – “He is my father” – the ‘is’ denoting a sort of permanent condition that can’t be changed. But, if I were to say “the sky is blue,” I’m not stating anything permanent – because the sky is not always blue. Since English lacks this distinction, another factor could be ambiguity in the verb.)

As another example: if someone showed me a rubber horseshoe and asked, “Is this a chunk of rubber, or the horseshoe?” I could again say “It is both, and neither.” ‘Both’ in the sense that it was once, and could still be considered, a chunk of rubber; and it is shaped like a horseshoe. ‘Neither’ in that it is no longer strictly a chunk of rubber since it has been processed into a complex shape; and it is not strictly a horseshoe since it is not made of metal, and will never be used on a horse. In other words, there is a was/is–is/was dilemma because the object used to be one thing, but now is something else.

The entire point I’m making  is that with ambiguous words – categorias (nouns) and verbs – the Guardian’s statement is not necessarily wrong. A statement like that cannot be used however with words that are antonyms. Nothing can be both ‘sane’ and insane, ‘black’ and ‘white’.  (Is a rock sane? insane?)

My conclusion is this: though the Guardian was not wrong in what he said, he should not have said it in that way. A better phrasing would be: “I am a sentient construct – though not necessarily a ‘being’ or ‘machine’ in the traditional sense.” The only problem is – this reword loses some of the dramatic effect.